Caving.

What do I do?
I'm feelin' so blue.
I don't know whatswrong!
&& that razor I crawl too.
I give up, I give in.
Hoping somethings gonna heal me within.
But it doesn't, I know. But still I go.
Its my downfall, you know?
I try I try.
But I never seem to be good enough.
So I engrave it in my skin, this pain you just don't get.
Because I can't explain it in words anymore.
I can't talk about whats wrong.
My eyes hurt from crying.
&& I'm running out of reasons.
I'm running out of purpose.
I feel as if nothing matters.
Why the hell can't I take my life?
So I give up, I'm just caving the fuck in.

Randoooommm.

My god think of the world without all the saddness, all the insane maddness, think of it at peace, think of the up-coming days, think its worth it? Think you wonna stay? Lets go ahead && breakdown everyday, say your sorrys && everything will be okay? Sail away to a diffrent day? Yeah lifes hard. But you don't know what its truely about! Think about beauty && happiness, well we have saddness && horror, gore, pain && more. Nothings ever gonna be okay again you know? No, its not worth it.. Not at all, at least, not anymoree,

Be

Overcome a fear, laugh out loud, break the silence, speak at the crowd.
Feel the joy, taste the wind, breathe the stars. Imagine.
Model kindness, wear peace, show mercy, act at least.
Feel her sadness, heal his pain, listen closely, receive the same.
Make a promise, give from the heart, take && return, end && restart.
Rise from the bottom, soar from the deep.
Smile && rest, desire, && seek.
Learn his secrets, read between her lies.
Thirst for the truth, look for the signs.
Sing && dance, love && live.
Remember you get,
Whatever you give.