Caving.

What do I do?
I'm feelin' so blue.
I don't know whatswrong!
&& that razor I crawl too.
I give up, I give in.
Hoping somethings gonna heal me within.
But it doesn't, I know. But still I go.
Its my downfall, you know?
I try I try.
But I never seem to be good enough.
So I engrave it in my skin, this pain you just don't get.
Because I can't explain it in words anymore.
I can't talk about whats wrong.
My eyes hurt from crying.
&& I'm running out of reasons.
I'm running out of purpose.
I feel as if nothing matters.
Why the hell can't I take my life?
So I give up, I'm just caving the fuck in.