Human.

It just seems like everything so out of control. I don’t know what really bothering me. I guess its just, everything. Everyone’s going crazy, nothings right, everyone’s so busy, so full of shit that they take nothing for real anymore. But I guess what reality? I guess, i don’t know what to think anymore. I guess I'll just sit back && watch everything self destruct. Maybe someone will notice that its not right, the world, this generations, if were the future then were fucked. I guess I’m just hoping for someone to save me, but i just cant figure out from what, I ,mean, maybe I’m just going quite crazy, or not thinking right. But to me it makes sense, there’s no god, there’s no nothing. There defeat && disgrace, ignorance && selfishness, && were all really the same, Human, but no ones humane anymore, so what’s to believe in now? False hope? This world is ONLY full of destruction. Maybe I am not thinking straight, I mean, what’s to even look forward to anymore? A broken tomorrow? Or maybe you can think about the fucked up yesterday, maybe the people that drink everything away are smart, maybe everyone that’s supposedly "smart" is a utter idiot, && is trying to save themselves from the messed up world. Were only looking forward to more chaos. I think were actually just in some dream. some nightmare, that never ends until you die, && then when you die what happens from there? Is there anything else? A "next world" maybe? Or a "heaven && hell" what’s more hellish then this world? We have the murder of innocent lives on all of are hands, && its all because were humans.
We maybe "humans" but were lost what the word humane means.